Johnnie Back To School... and A Different Feeling Tuesday

I don't know exactly what made me get kickstarted into doing things outside of the normal routine today. Maybe it was in the middle of the things I usually do to drone off my day, I paid attention more than usual somehow. That would be going through the many web pages and Youtube videos that I usually ingest. Maybe because doing 14,000+ steps yesterday has me more tired than usual this morning. I was sure feeling it in my legs too. Which meant I got real good exercise in. After my usual Tuesday IS Team Meeting I simply wanted to shake off lingering feelings of anxiety which I knew didn't really have any basis on reality but was simply kicking in because of some program. That was actually enough awareness to give me enough room to think of other things I wanted to be thinking about. Somehow I managed to do a round of affirmations, AND alpha frequency harmonics AND my image cycling WHILE I was also doing steps 6 at a time in front of my computer. All this while Johnnie was in front of HIS computer doing his classes (see pic). It was his first day back in school and I for one almost forgot what his passwords were even. I mean it HAS been more than 3 weeks since we were last in front of Schoology and EPIC and SeeSaw homeworks and I must say I welcomed all of these things with open arms this morning. It was great to hear some of Johnnie's Social Studies stuff about American symbols while I was doing my IS Team Meeting like I did for months now before the holiday break. It was AMAZING for him to be completely and totally occupied through 1 PM too. And when he was done, so was I with my internal work. Not only did I finally shrug off those feelings of anxiety but all of a sudden this afternoon it seemed like my focus was different. As if I was being led to these websites and Youtube videos that were more targeted towards the things I was supposed to do, next steps stuff if you will. Even Johnnie chose to watch Winnie-the-Pooh which was so unlike what he had been watching all this time at my house. Crocodile Peterson in the morning, Winnie the Pooh in the afternoon. And about 45 minutes of karate, which means he was actually out of breath doing his workouts. YES YES and YES! 

And so I guess it would not be such a surprise that I could be found listening to binaural beats to heal kidney stones. I wonder why that caught my attention? I have been feeling stuff in my urinary tract but I didn't think it was that much out of the ordinary. And then I found myself listening to this video from a healer who was clearly Filipino who called himself Kuya Nino (oh definitely Filipino) who gave an hourlong webinar on the 8 psychic energies we all could tap into and how important it was to find the one or the collection of these things I have. It's like trying to discover your own talents right? Most of what he presented wasn't really all that new, even the $299 it would cost to get some teaching. I wasn't surprised at the pitch nor the way it was crafted. I wasn't even offended at the price. Maybe it was because it pointed me to a couple of other videos I wanted to watch... which ended up back to some teaching on energy healing and using muscle testing for intuition. The Emotion Code with Bruce Nelson happened to be the source material for all this. And so back I went to Youtube digging up a couple of Bruce Nelson videos. This one focused on helping a woman with back pain all of her life go from 10 - ZERO! And then of course related content with Bruce Nelson and Emotion Codes and Heart Walls including this one for WEALTH. This isn't new material, in fact I shockingly found that I had bought the book for my digital library years and years ago. I guess that is partly my personality... the hoarding thing. And partly programming. I'm a bit dumbfounded that it is finally making sense to me now. Although I have memories of trying to use the muscle testing thing for years now. I just haven't done it consistently. And that is the key towards getting better at something isn't it? I mean how many years have I been playing golf and I haven't really gotten appreciably better? It's because I don't do it every day. And so it was that this Tuesday turned out to be different. BECAUSE I did internal work throughout the day. And it helped me flush out negative patterns. The key is to continue to do it. Just like my steps, just like my Nitric Oxide exercises. And of course because I did get work done, I'm out like a light by 9:30 PM.