Tired This Saturday

Maybe it was because I stayed up until almost 1:30 in the morning watching stuff. <Why do I do that? It's like an addiction isn't it?> And so I knew that I would be tired when I woke up this morning. And that's how I found myself at Lisa's door at 8 AM, yawning and still not 100% awake. My son on the other hand was already his bouncy, energetic self when he opened the door. He KNEW I was coming for him. Of course Lisa was still in bed herself. And so I put on some water to boil on the stove for hot tea. And when Lisa got herself ready, of course I would be the one to fix our eggs for breakfast. Lisa was so out of it that she ended up cracking some eggs on her pan too instead of making Johnnie's pancakes like she planned to do. And so it was that this morning, Johnnie got some scrambled eggs and pancakes, I got a spinach and cheese omelette and had some of Johnnie's pancakes, and Lisa got eggs sunny side up with a side of spinach too. We each had different breakfasts and actually that turned out pretty good! Johnnie and I were out the door by 9:30 and back at my apartment shortly thereafter. And since I knew Johnnie didn't shower last night, I gave him one when we got to my place. I told Lisa we'd go to Target but honestly I was tired still. I just wanted to chill on the couch. And if Johnnie has to watch his Winnie the Pooh videos for hours until Lisa picks him up after lunch, then so be it. Just look at the pic of dad and Johnnie just chilling on the couch. What a way to spend Saturday huh? Johnnie sure wasn't complaining. I think he would just as soon chill out himself. Of course he wouldn't be totally docile the entire time. That wouldn't be Johnnie. Of course he would still find a way to do his horseplay and stuff and honestly, he's starting to hurt me a little. Wait until he really grows up huh?! Anyway this being a Saturday we of course had to make it out to Panda Express to get his lunch. And I just wanted to eat my leftover beef and pork meatballs from yesterday's lunch. When we ventured out, I noticed one thing immediately... it had gotten downright warm out. As in early summer warm. See us in shorts and shirt as if it were mid-May instead of mid-January. We're right in front of Panda Express Sawtelle in the picture. Today Lisa did not waste time coming to pick Johnnie up. She called by 1:30 and she was over before 2 PM. They had errands to run at her office. For me that was it in terms of seeing Johnnie for the weekend and that was more than sufficient and fair. I actually simply wanted to take a nap this afternoon to be honest. And then maybe clean up around the apartment again. I didn't end up having a good nap... there were too many thoughts in my head apparently. Not even some binaural beats helped. But that's ok. As I said I was too tired to do much of anything anyway. I should have tried to do some of those training sessions that are piling up again from the past week. The stuff from the Emotion Code and the Body Code (Bradley Nelson), heck the Jose Silva stuff I downloaded that I haven't even touched for weeks now. What I really wanted to do was work on my subconscious programming and clear out blocks to the outcomes that I want once and for all.  What I ended up doing was just a little bit everything that ended up distracting me from doing that. There was the LA Rams NFC play-off game (they would end up being blown out by the Packers in the 4th Quarter... oh well. no trifecta with the Rams). There was the matter of doing my steps... as I had barely gotten 2000 in by the time I got up from my nap. There was the cleaning up of my apartment and I forced myself to at least do the living room. Specially where Johnnie tends to play. I at least had to scrub that part of the floor didn't I? And then dinner? What to do for dinner? See now how I distract myself so easily? Should I do Thai food like last week? At the end of it all, I decided simply to eat what I had in the fridge... which ended up being the Cuban chicken bowl I got from Trader Joe's. And wouldn't you know it turned out to be really REALLY GOOD! So much for doing any of the trainings. I ended up watching another of the movies I downloaded a couple of days ago.. this time the movie LOCKDOWN with Chiwetel Ejiofor and Anne Hathaway. Has SHE gotten a older since her Princess Diaries days hasn't she? In the end, although the movie was ok, it was just that. Ok. And I ended up re-watching last night's NEWS OF THE WORLD movie which tugged at me far harder. Tonight the theme continued from today which simply was ENJOY YOUR DOWNTIME. It's golf Sunday tomorrow and I am NOT going to stay up until 1 AM for 2 nights in a row this time. This time I literally forced myself to sleep before 11:30 PM and even that was late already!