Lots Going On

All that stuff with Lisa from the past couple of days was a reminder how much our past relationship was all about control. And make no mistake, I was just as adamant about keeping control as Lisa was. It wasn't all her. Which means I have stuff to work on every single day. Actually even with the dog and all I had been good about meditating when I first wake up in the morning, and during the past couple of mornings that's been around 4 or 5 AM. I had gotten pretty good about getting myself into alpha/theta state and maybe even deeper and cycle through the images in my mind that represent the things that I want to manifest in my life: I PROVIDE MASSIVE VALUE I HELP OTHERS I HEAL MYSELF WITH EASE I HELP OTHERS HEAL WITH EASE I AM RICH BEYOND MY WILDEST DREAMS I HAVE MORE MONEY AND HIGHER INCOME THAN I WILL EVER NEED I AM FINANCIALLY INDEPENDENT. And then I work on the objections that happen to come up. I know if I keep this up consistently results will come inevitably. And even with the massive value thing, I feel like I at least accomplish a lot at work. I'm focused on Data Analytics and reports for now of course, but it's not like nothing is going on with the rest of my team. In fact, one of our Health Centers had gone down yesterday and yet even without a support contract, I managed to band together my team and get replacement hardware as we found something in the City of Industry. Now THAT'S what I'm talking about.  By the end of the day we're all good as IF we had that support contract. Saved my company about $40K with that one I think LOL. In the meantime, Johnnie chugs right along with Dance class and Art class today and today the focus was on the color R-E-D. Really appropriate with the T-shirt I chose for him to wear today huh?! And so both Johnnie and I chug along with a lot going on today and by lunchtime I think I at least felt like I was pretty productive already. What I also wanted to do was to get started in the stock market to create other sources of income as there is a lot of hulabaloo around a particular stock (Gamestop GME) that was pushed from $19 to almost $380 today because of chatter in a subreddit called wallstreetbets that I had been lurking in for more than a year now. Oh WHY did I not plunk down a few bucks in that stock like a million other Redditors did?! At least I know it's possible. Who needs education anyway?! I tell ya it's all about being in the middle of information...  

At least today we didn't hear from Lisa. Nothing to report anyway, the dog pretty much sleeps a lot during the day. Look at the pic I took of Johnnie "walking" her in the little garde area right in the patio outside of my front door. I wanted to get all that done before it started to rain as heavy rain is forecasted for later on today and through the night and through tomorrow. Hey it's winter right? So focused was I on avoiding the rain that I drove Johnnie to pick up his Panda Express dinner a full hour before we usually do. And then I decided to go to Target on Sepulveda so we could pick up some play-doh for his play date with his class tomorrow. I wanted to make sure he had all the materials he needed. By the time we got to Target, Johnnie was out and so was the dog. I guess they were both tired out from a full day. And so I let them both sleep. Of course Johnnie eventually did wake up around 6 PM, which was early enough for dinner. And the dog woke up too by that time. But the teriyaki chicken had gotten cold and so Johnnie didn't really eat a whole lot. In the meantime I made myself some nice pork and bok-choy casserole that I used to make for Lisa and I. That over rice was perfect and continued the week long home made food streak. That lamb stew from the weekend actually made for some perfect soup. Especially now that it's colder? It was great to just heat it up and have something savory and rich. I'm hoping I can replicate that for next week. By the time it got dark, it did start to rain. And then the drizzle turned into real rain and that was ok. I was actually hard at work trying to remember how I used to run all these reports from back in the day. That would be more than 5 years ago though when I was a lot more hands on with reports. By the time I got the department back 3 months ago, it was far more advanced and all that new stuff I had to learn and then all the old stuff I had to remember. Hey... providing massive value right? I felt guilty pretty much leaving Johnnie to play with the dog and entertain himself. But then again he isn't complaining. At least he gets to watch episode after episode of Tigger and Pooh right? I was a lot more tired than I thought by the time Johnnie's bedtime rolled around. So much so I was asleep before he was. I faintly remember putting his iPad away when he handed it to me. Somehow, the dog was already in the cage about to fall asleep too. Tonight we're going to try the cage and see what happens. I didn't care one way or the other. I was already asleep.