It had been a while since Lisa had blown a gasket and gone nuclear. I mean she has had her moments being irritable and unpleasant but I think it was 4th of July last year when she and I actually had a blow-up over the phone. Which is why I keep telling people she and i are actually better friends now. I actually looked back at past journal entries and in December 2017, she really blew up... and then went on with her day with Feifei and Johnnie's brothers. Why was I looking back at all? Because today her niceness streak ended with a BANG. Boy she had one of those Lisa blow-ups that would just shake me to my core. And it happened because of those god damn pictures. She had come to pick up Johnnie per the usual Thursday pick-up. She must have had a tough day because we went to her truck and she was leaning back with her eyes closed. She had confided in me earlier in the week that she was having issues at work because Nikki had tested positive for Covid... and that she was officially leaving for maternity anyway. With her gone, and with a couple of assistants also leaving for one reason or the other, I can understand where Lisa was feeling underwater. And when she told me I simply told her that I know she will figure things out. Nothing I can do to help her. All I could do was encourage. Tonight it would have been nice and easy for her to just drive off. But nope, she had to ask to look at the pictures. And of course she noticed she was not in any of them. I could see that THAT bothered her. But what was I to do? I had no pictures of them to print, no Hawaii pictures. I thought she was going to send them to me but she didn't. And now she is growing upset by the minute. And she started yelling at me. Her tone was angry. I told her I am not going to be yelled at. Shit, I was practically in my parking lot. She could blow her gasket at her house. Not at mine. And so I walked away. Fuck her. When I made it in to my apartment she calls. NOW she's angry. She told me I wasn't being nice, I wasn't being helpful. Oh yeah. It's MY fault of course. Narcissistic bitch. Of course I understand that her office is all consuming right about now. But I tried to tell her that her yelling at me was not going to solve anything. This is NOT 2017. And I told her in no uncertain terms she needed to cool off. And then she started screaming... "I SUCK AT EVERYTHING OUTSIDE OF BEING A DENTIST" was what I caught on the phone. Ok that was it. I went outside to go get Johnnie. It was one thing to blow up at me. I was NOT going to let her do that in front of Johnnie. But when I got to the building parking lot where they were, the truck was no longer there. I guess she had left. What a way to fuck up my evening huh?! Just Lisa being her worst self. Nothing much to say or do except to get myself to calm down. Get some Ho'onoponopono chants in. As for Johnnie, he is now under Lisa's watch for better or worse. I hope he's ok.
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