A Little Time With Johnnie, A Little time With Me

I posted a pic of Johnnie asleep. Not at his mom's house. That would be on my bed at my apartment at around 10 AM. Which would mean he probably had a late night last night. Now mind you it WAS Friday so it actually didn't matter. In fact, when I came over to Lisa's house this morning, mom and son had already finished breakfast. It was already 9 AM and I thought I was supposed to be coming to breakfast. Oh well, just another miscommunication with Lisa I guess. I would have been happy to get breakfast myself. I should have eaten breakfast at my own house.  But now Lisa is on the spot and she wanted to make me breakfast. This time, I let her try to redeem herself. She made me some eggs, gave me some bread. And Earl Grey hot tea... always with the Earl Grey. And so I did get my breakfast in and then Johnnie and i were headed to Target Westwood. I didn't even make it to Sepulveda. Johnnie had already knocked off in the back seat. And so I decided to simply turn around and let him nap the morning however long he needs. I should have taken a nap myself in fact. He woke up around 11 AM and immediately wanted a snack and watch TV.  And so we just hung out like we usually do on a Saturday. There's something different about hanging out on Saturdays together. The dog isn't around and we can just both be lazy. Not that he couldn't that at his mom's house. But case in point this morning, Lisa got him to do the electronic circuit toy kit that was a little too advanced for him just yet. In the end, it was Lisa obsessing about how to put the circuits together long after Johnnie had already given it a shot.  Doesn't she know one episode of the Wild Kratts, or Sing 2016 the movie or Dinosaur Train or Octonauts, and Johnnie would be off in his world of learning as much as he can about these creatures he gets introduced to? Anyway I let him watch videos until noon and then we headed to Panda Express to get lunch. He wanted to eat at home, which I let him do since my food was at the apartment too. I didn't feel like doing much of anything after eating. Neither did Johnnie. Just dad and son goofing around on the couch. And you wanna know something these are the times I feel closest to him.  Just like when he is playing around with Claire. I became aware that this was the 6th straight day I am spending time with him, which is always the most consecutive days I get to see him.  How can I complain? At 1:30 I took him back to Lisa's house. Apparently she had made plans with Varsha and Sharon and Johnnie was looking forward to whatever it is they were going to do. When we got there, there was already a change in plans. Varsha had a fever this morning so she is staying home. Lisa asked me if i wanted to go biking with them but I nixed that.  I simply wanted to go back home and take a nap. After all, I had already had 3 hours with Johnnie. It's Lisa she spent time with her son. She had barely seen him all week. They're going to get to do 3 hours in Hawaii next month I know. But if I know both of them, Johnnie is going to wish I were around at some point. And that's ok.  Besides Lisa herself said she had had a relaxing 3 hours when Johnnie was with me. The funny thing was that when I did get home, I was still in geek mode. And so I redid the bad wiring on the power supply that Claire chewed up last week and so I recovered it for my old Thinkpad. And I got it to work too! Got myself so nice pad see ew from Siam Chan and chilled for the rest of my Saturday night.  I did get a chance to do some ME time. I focused this morning on trying to finally find time to get some studying done. I know I needed to work on shadow work. My shadow work. I still need to remove some blockages, some stuff that keeps coming up that keeps me from getting the outcomes that I want. Old programs. I wanted to stop dabbling and actually work on my own competency and expertise. I want to do the Silva Method stuff I downloaded. AND the Bengston Energy stuff I had paid for but still need to watch. So much stuff to do. I know I have to reprogram my subconscious. And to that end I actually ran into a documentary on Amazon Prime. Emotion 2.0 and it was a collection of all these experts I was already familiar with. Bradley Nelson and his work on the Emotion Code.  Robert Smith and Faster EFT. Sonia Choquette. Joe Dispenza. Even an expert on dowsing. All to remove trapped emotions inside our bodies which manifests themselves in problems, illnesses, and everything otherwise bad. I need to build my expertise on that too. Hopefully someday soon I get to be just as good at these skillsets that the computer stuff I geeked out on. And so I actually got some learning in. And I was able to go to bed early enough so I could have a decent golf game tomorrow. It is all good.